Sometimes all those travelling doesnt seems so worth it afterall.
travel all way down juz for onli 2 hours den go home..
Most of the time is spent alone.

I'm in love with someone,
but i'm still alone.

My first post of the year.

I found my love in 2009, which is something i didnt expect..
And i wonder who else reads this blog nowadays..

Well, at times its better off single n alone..
Cause being in relationship can be a real hassle.
Now i dont dare to look into his facebook alr..
Incase i see sth else again..

I'm happy for whatever he does for me,
which makes me feels like a princess..
makes me feels loved and treasured.
But of course it came with a price..
And i thought we were really through that time,
makes me so upset.

I realized too... that i didnt have much frens
Apart from some, the rest i dont contact alr..
Which makes me jealous whenever his frens look for him.
My whole life cant be bout him..
I need frens.. seriously.

Nowadays still got who update blog?
Lol..

5 more days to his birthday.
It seems so good to have a boyfriend.
Somebody there to care for u when u r sick, down or ...desperate?
hah..

Something followed me that day when i went to his house.
And i mean dirty things..
It makes me feels so uneasy throughout n i tink i freaked out.
I was really scared.
It seems like theres 3 person in the room.
I SWORE that i wont wear all black again.
This is my first time that happens..

Guess i'm really down on luck..
N today i'm on mc leave.
Fall sick n those fever stuffs..
N somebody asked me go see psychology loh..

Tink i wont go to his house for awhile

Sometimes all those travelling doesnt seems so worth it afterall.
travel all way down juz for onli 2 hours den go home..
Most of the time is spent alone.

I'm in love with someone,
but i'm still alone.

My first post of the year.

I found my love in 2009, which is something i didnt expect..
And i wonder who else reads this blog nowadays..

Well, at times its better off single n alone..
Cause being in relationship can be a real hassle.
Now i dont dare to look into his facebook alr..
Incase i see sth else again..

I'm happy for whatever he does for me,
which makes me feels like a princess..
makes me feels loved and treasured.
But of course it came with a price..
And i thought we were really through that time,
makes me so upset.

I realized too... that i didnt have much frens
Apart from some, the rest i dont contact alr..
Which makes me jealous whenever his frens look for him.
My whole life cant be bout him..
I need frens.. seriously.

Nowadays still got who update blog?
Lol..

5 more days to his birthday.
It seems so good to have a boyfriend.
Somebody there to care for u when u r sick, down or ...desperate?
hah..

Something followed me that day when i went to his house.
And i mean dirty things..
It makes me feels so uneasy throughout n i tink i freaked out.
I was really scared.
It seems like theres 3 person in the room.
I SWORE that i wont wear all black again.
This is my first time that happens..

Guess i'm really down on luck..
N today i'm on mc leave.
Fall sick n those fever stuffs..
N somebody asked me go see psychology loh..

Tink i wont go to his house for awhile

Jean L
26 sept 1987