Sunday, November 25, 2007
Heart
Listen to your heart, they say.
But, how true can that be?
Its never easy..
And i didnt make any effort to either.
Was talking with cass yesterday at work.
And we happened to came upon someone.
I did really thought about it
I tried to do some other thinking to distract myself.
But somehow, it still popped up inside my head.
I start wondering..
What if I accepted it right from the start,
would I be a happier person than now?
Only what ifs..
It will never be the same again.
I knew.
Same goes for friends.
Affairs of the heart.
I 'm a sucker for that.
Anyway, half an hr more i'll be leaving to malaysia.
I took 2 days leave from work.
I really need a break.
I'm done with my report.
Over & submitted.
But i feel so undone still...
Meanwhile, i shall think of wad to do with my eye rings.
Eye surgery, maybe.
It became smaller too..
I felt so ugly that i wanted to hide myself.
Its always others who get the good things.
I can only watch them.
Watched
There's nothing i can do.
I just want to sleep and eat well.
That's all.
Good lucks for your reports.
Whatever it is, it wont be me.
4:00 PM
