What do i want for birthday?

Others asked..
And i asked myself.

Well, I WANT to fall in love!
I want to..very very much.

But i seemed to attract the wrong things.
like the cleaners n stuff..

The guy is cute, but something is still missing.
There were awkard times,
There were some silence.
But just a single glimpse, is enough to made my heart flutters.

Somehow, i found myself having difficulty talking to the one i'm attracted to.
But i could talk anything under the sun to others.
Is there something wrong with me?

My frens was talking bout how good it is to be single,
the freedom and stuff.
But, one couldnt be single for the whole life right?
And I have lived 21 yrs without loving anybody.
Isnt that sad?

I dont really share or think of others.
I do things on my own, go out alone,
and sometimes talking to myself.
Not that i dont have any frens.
They are always around whenever i need them.
But i guess,

I really need someone to teach me how to love.

What do i want for birthday?

Others asked..
And i asked myself.

Well, I WANT to fall in love!
I want to..very very much.

But i seemed to attract the wrong things.
like the cleaners n stuff..

The guy is cute, but something is still missing.
There were awkard times,
There were some silence.
But just a single glimpse, is enough to made my heart flutters.

Somehow, i found myself having difficulty talking to the one i'm attracted to.
But i could talk anything under the sun to others.
Is there something wrong with me?

My frens was talking bout how good it is to be single,
the freedom and stuff.
But, one couldnt be single for the whole life right?
And I have lived 21 yrs without loving anybody.
Isnt that sad?

I dont really share or think of others.
I do things on my own, go out alone,
and sometimes talking to myself.
Not that i dont have any frens.
They are always around whenever i need them.
But i guess,

I really need someone to teach me how to love.

Jean L
26 sept 1987