There is a third party in our relationship.
though he said there wasnt anything between them.
And this is the second time i felt insecure.

To him, its nothing.
But to me, it meant something..
I really dont like to see the two of them together,
and there were very close.

Either one has to back out,
and i'm glad i did.
I just told him yesterday,
it seemed cruel; but that was necessary.
I dont like to share things.

I had tarot reading back in KL few months ago.
Indeed, wad she said came true.
Intially, i didnt believe in the cards..
and she warned me bout havin a third party,
and that how the guy couldnt give me wad i want.
But she suggested to give the relationship a try..

I'm like getting my into trouble for nothing.
And i realized, i prefer to be alone & single.
How ironic;
to think i wanted so much to be attached.

Seriously, I'm not in a very good mood now.


Okay girls!
I've got myself a boyfriend!

Oh my god~
felt so unreal..
so sudden,
to think we actually hardly talk in the past.

See him almost everyday,
and i reli cabbed till i die man.
Lucky his dad a taxi driver, n ooh i LOVE his dad~
He's cuter den his son.

Oh wells..
But he smoked way too much,
have to chop off his hand.

Haiz..
But baby works at elsewhere nw
n his sch startin soon..
hard to see him around at work le.



Its only 14 hours n i miss u alr~

I'm confused.
I dont no wad to choose,
I have no answer.

But it seems real tempting,
n he's hard to resist.
He had popped the question,
n now is left with me n my decision.

It came so sudden,
before i could even think wad actually happened.
Yesh, i'm a coward.

And my mind's in total blank now.
I couldnt think,
and i cant do anything at the moment.

All i remember is him & the question.
Sorry girls if i didnt tell u all.
Cos i wasnt even sure of it myself.
But if u do read my blog,
u'll noe alot more.

So, READ my blog.

There is a third party in our relationship.
though he said there wasnt anything between them.
And this is the second time i felt insecure.

To him, its nothing.
But to me, it meant something..
I really dont like to see the two of them together,
and there were very close.

Either one has to back out,
and i'm glad i did.
I just told him yesterday,
it seemed cruel; but that was necessary.
I dont like to share things.

I had tarot reading back in KL few months ago.
Indeed, wad she said came true.
Intially, i didnt believe in the cards..
and she warned me bout havin a third party,
and that how the guy couldnt give me wad i want.
But she suggested to give the relationship a try..

I'm like getting my into trouble for nothing.
And i realized, i prefer to be alone & single.
How ironic;
to think i wanted so much to be attached.

Seriously, I'm not in a very good mood now.


Okay girls!
I've got myself a boyfriend!

Oh my god~
felt so unreal..
so sudden,
to think we actually hardly talk in the past.

See him almost everyday,
and i reli cabbed till i die man.
Lucky his dad a taxi driver, n ooh i LOVE his dad~
He's cuter den his son.

Oh wells..
But he smoked way too much,
have to chop off his hand.

Haiz..
But baby works at elsewhere nw
n his sch startin soon..
hard to see him around at work le.



Its only 14 hours n i miss u alr~

I'm confused.
I dont no wad to choose,
I have no answer.

But it seems real tempting,
n he's hard to resist.
He had popped the question,
n now is left with me n my decision.

It came so sudden,
before i could even think wad actually happened.
Yesh, i'm a coward.

And my mind's in total blank now.
I couldnt think,
and i cant do anything at the moment.

All i remember is him & the question.
Sorry girls if i didnt tell u all.
Cos i wasnt even sure of it myself.
But if u do read my blog,
u'll noe alot more.

So, READ my blog.

Jean L
26 sept 1987