There is a third party in our relationship.
though he said there wasnt anything between them.
And this is the second time i felt insecure.

To him, its nothing.
But to me, it meant something..
I really dont like to see the two of them together,
and there were very close.

Either one has to back out,
and i'm glad i did.
I just told him yesterday,
it seemed cruel; but that was necessary.
I dont like to share things.

I had tarot reading back in KL few months ago.
Indeed, wad she said came true.
Intially, i didnt believe in the cards..
and she warned me bout havin a third party,
and that how the guy couldnt give me wad i want.
But she suggested to give the relationship a try..

I'm like getting my into trouble for nothing.
And i realized, i prefer to be alone & single.
How ironic;
to think i wanted so much to be attached.

Seriously, I'm not in a very good mood now.

There is a third party in our relationship.
though he said there wasnt anything between them.
And this is the second time i felt insecure.

To him, its nothing.
But to me, it meant something..
I really dont like to see the two of them together,
and there were very close.

Either one has to back out,
and i'm glad i did.
I just told him yesterday,
it seemed cruel; but that was necessary.
I dont like to share things.

I had tarot reading back in KL few months ago.
Indeed, wad she said came true.
Intially, i didnt believe in the cards..
and she warned me bout havin a third party,
and that how the guy couldnt give me wad i want.
But she suggested to give the relationship a try..

I'm like getting my into trouble for nothing.
And i realized, i prefer to be alone & single.
How ironic;
to think i wanted so much to be attached.

Seriously, I'm not in a very good mood now.

Jean L
26 sept 1987