Maybe one is not enough.
So, there were others.

Theres a saying which says;
If theres a first time, there will be a second,
so will a third.
And then again and again.

No matter how much u loved a person,
theres a limit to how much one can take.

Becoz of these trainings, i cant meet up with the girls..
felt so bad bout it.
And i'm really tired.
Seems like no matter how much i sleep, i still feel tired.
Today is the last day of training & the seventh day i've worked.
I am not going anywhere tml and the day after.
I need my rest.

There's something i ve been wondering..
Is it possible to be in love with two persons at the same time?
Isnt that bad?
but how does it feels actually..?

Anyway, baby did something to me yesterday.
I knew it wasnt on purpose,
but can u please be more gentle next time;
coz i'm a girl afterall.

Infact, i prefer his dad to him.
He's so much better..
I can see from him how much he dotes on his son,
but if,
if he knew all while his son had been smoking or things like that;
i think he will faint.
He would be upset and maybe disappointed.
Would you bear to hurt someone u loved so much?

I mean, of cos frens will say wads the big deal n stuffs;
cause they dont know anything.
They will ask u to join n have fun.
So you joined and have fun.
And forgot all bout other people.

He told me he's cutting down,
and i do believe him.
I dont expect him to really totally quit whether its for me or for himself.
I just dont like people to do things behind others' back.
And i rather u do it infront of them..

I'm not against smoking or him,
I'm just thinking how disappointed his dad might be if he knew all this.. or maybe he wouldnt.
I'm just saying how i feel thats all.
And i feel sad whenever i think of this.
His dad does smoke n whenever he does ,
I feel like telling him; "your son does that too.."

See.. Thats the effect you may have on your child,
without you knowing it.


Before you do anything, think of others please.

Somebody dont no how to read blog.
Isnt it funny..?
To think the person actually lived 20 yrs..

Today's trainin was okay,
and i was asked to dance again.
Omg.
Its like, this is the second time of the month i'm asked to dance infront of so many ppl.
wad the hell.

Sometimes it the little actions that surprised me.
Something thats unexpected and comes out naturally;
showed that you actually cared and suddenly,
everything was worth the effort.
Action speaks louder than any other things else.
But before you decide on wad to do,
think of how the person will react first.

When you think too much,
its when you start imaginating things, assuming thats wad it is when it wasnt.
Before you even get to speak or ask, you turned to walk away.
How sad could that be..
Whats real important is how the other person thinks or feels.
Seek her/his opinion before u decide on anything else.

Everything was going quite well,
be it work, friends or love.
except for money... which is never enough.
but it had been long since i last catch up with the gers
and i reli do miss them.

It amazing how idiot a person can be..
to be specific, i mean stupid.
Stupid.

Stupid for being so honest.
Stupid for falling for someone so ordinary.
Stupid for not knowing what i actually meant.
Stupid for believing whatever i said.
Stupid for doing whatever i asked.

I was even stupider myself, to fall for such a stupid.


Happy now?

Maybe one is not enough.
So, there were others.

Theres a saying which says;
If theres a first time, there will be a second,
so will a third.
And then again and again.

No matter how much u loved a person,
theres a limit to how much one can take.

Becoz of these trainings, i cant meet up with the girls..
felt so bad bout it.
And i'm really tired.
Seems like no matter how much i sleep, i still feel tired.
Today is the last day of training & the seventh day i've worked.
I am not going anywhere tml and the day after.
I need my rest.

There's something i ve been wondering..
Is it possible to be in love with two persons at the same time?
Isnt that bad?
but how does it feels actually..?

Anyway, baby did something to me yesterday.
I knew it wasnt on purpose,
but can u please be more gentle next time;
coz i'm a girl afterall.

Infact, i prefer his dad to him.
He's so much better..
I can see from him how much he dotes on his son,
but if,
if he knew all while his son had been smoking or things like that;
i think he will faint.
He would be upset and maybe disappointed.
Would you bear to hurt someone u loved so much?

I mean, of cos frens will say wads the big deal n stuffs;
cause they dont know anything.
They will ask u to join n have fun.
So you joined and have fun.
And forgot all bout other people.

He told me he's cutting down,
and i do believe him.
I dont expect him to really totally quit whether its for me or for himself.
I just dont like people to do things behind others' back.
And i rather u do it infront of them..

I'm not against smoking or him,
I'm just thinking how disappointed his dad might be if he knew all this.. or maybe he wouldnt.
I'm just saying how i feel thats all.
And i feel sad whenever i think of this.
His dad does smoke n whenever he does ,
I feel like telling him; "your son does that too.."

See.. Thats the effect you may have on your child,
without you knowing it.


Before you do anything, think of others please.

Somebody dont no how to read blog.
Isnt it funny..?
To think the person actually lived 20 yrs..

Today's trainin was okay,
and i was asked to dance again.
Omg.
Its like, this is the second time of the month i'm asked to dance infront of so many ppl.
wad the hell.

Sometimes it the little actions that surprised me.
Something thats unexpected and comes out naturally;
showed that you actually cared and suddenly,
everything was worth the effort.
Action speaks louder than any other things else.
But before you decide on wad to do,
think of how the person will react first.

When you think too much,
its when you start imaginating things, assuming thats wad it is when it wasnt.
Before you even get to speak or ask, you turned to walk away.
How sad could that be..
Whats real important is how the other person thinks or feels.
Seek her/his opinion before u decide on anything else.

Everything was going quite well,
be it work, friends or love.
except for money... which is never enough.
but it had been long since i last catch up with the gers
and i reli do miss them.

It amazing how idiot a person can be..
to be specific, i mean stupid.
Stupid.

Stupid for being so honest.
Stupid for falling for someone so ordinary.
Stupid for not knowing what i actually meant.
Stupid for believing whatever i said.
Stupid for doing whatever i asked.

I was even stupider myself, to fall for such a stupid.


Happy now?

Jean L
26 sept 1987