Tuesday, June 23, 2009
smoking
Becoz of these trainings, i cant meet up with the girls..
felt so bad bout it.
And i'm really tired.
Seems like no matter how much i sleep, i still feel tired.
Today is the last day of training & the seventh day i've worked.
I am not going anywhere tml and the day after.
I need my rest.
There's something i ve been wondering..
Is it possible to be in love with two persons at the same time?
Isnt that bad?
but how does it feels actually..?
Anyway, baby did something to me yesterday.
I knew it wasnt on purpose,
but can u please be more gentle next time;
coz i'm a girl afterall.
Infact, i prefer his dad to him.
He's so much better..
I can see from him how much he dotes on his son,
but if,
if he knew all while his son had been smoking or things like that;
i think he will faint.
He would be upset and maybe disappointed.
Would you bear to hurt someone u loved so much?
I mean, of cos frens will say wads the big deal n stuffs;
cause they dont know anything.
They will ask u to join n have fun.
So you joined and have fun.
And forgot all bout other people.
He told me he's cutting down,
and i do believe him.
I dont expect him to really totally quit whether its for me or for himself.
I just dont like people to do things behind others' back.
And i rather u do it infront of them..
I'm not against smoking or him,
I'm just thinking how disappointed his dad might be if he knew all this.. or maybe he wouldnt.
I'm just saying how i feel thats all.
And i feel sad whenever i think of this.
His dad does smoke n whenever he does ,
I feel like telling him; "your son does that too.."
See.. Thats the effect you may have on your child,
without you knowing it.
Before you do anything, think of others please.
12:43 PM
