Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Getting used to
Its all bout getting used to..
Be it changes at work,
the roster, the people and of course him.
And then i'll have to balance myself,
make some changes, so that i can fit in.
I'm careful about going at it,
so as not to lose myself in it.
I still want to be myself,
able to smile,
or talk;
and stay happy.
Jackqline told me something today,
which i think is quite shocking.
And it occupied my mind for almost a whole day.
Didnt expect somebody to say something like tat, cos i didnt know he would be like that.
But i'll have promised her not to tell anyone,
so i wont.
I find it kind of weird whenever i talk to other girls.
Its like, theres so many pretty girls out there and they arent attached.
They are pretty and are those types that guys will definately like..
And i dont know wads so special or good about me.
Then they will ask, "hows ur boyfriend?"
and i'll go like,
'Oh! I almost forget that i have a boyfriend~'
But of course i didnt say that.
He is always calling,
almost everyday.
So suddenly when the calls stopped,
i cant help but wondering..
whats wrong or what happened.
I'd thought my handphone was spoilt.
Sometimes i still have some difficulties in trusting him.
And he does, find me hard to guess.
Again, its all about getting used to..
So please, dont call me too much.
I'm afraid i cant get used to if the calls stopped.
7:02 PM
